the last i'll ever speak of you.

from maybe now i'll learn to love you less. by sidenotes.

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there's a shaking in my knees
as you glance right over me
& i know you're hard to please
but these days it's harder to fall asleep
in your defense
i was always one to second guess
now i'm vulnerable at best
i'm a mess, i'm a mess

and you've done nothing for me
but dodge bullets as my lungs start to bleed
so stay the hell away from me

i'm just a structure you refused to call your home
so i'll just lie awake it's all i've ever known
you cut the cord when it was all i had to hold
i'm growing cold

and now that i've finally come to my senses
when i said i hated your guts just know that i meant it
i'll let go of the love you never attempted.

you can just watch me bleed out the words you never said
or just watch me bleed out the things you never meant

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from maybe now i'll learn to love you less., released August 4, 1984

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